Drowning

I dreamt of this for as long as I remember

But lately it doesn’t feel like a dream anymore

I get overwhelmed easily; a strong urge consumes me

almost completely

An urge to escape, yet again,

and I ask myself, how many miles will I run until I find a home again?

How long until I want to run away again?

I convince myself to stay

but every day, I feel as if I’m drowning

in absolute nothingness

I don’t want to go back home

I don’t want to stay

Instead, I want to float in-between,

and see where I end up.

 

 

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